when dreams end

i found myself lying in front of the mirror wearing my million-dollar attire last saturday and thinking whether i go for another assessment or not..i have read before that dreams should have a deadline as well or you end up chasing that dream forever and will eventually keep you offtrack to what you have..at first, i didnt mind what it said, but after seeing my cousin who works for emirates, i just confronted myself in ending it then and there..i dont know if i will eventually go on with my dream..chase it again when i want to..maybe i will..if there will be another ‘open day’ assessment with any flight carriers..
hopefully soon i will have a chance to go through an assessment again..this time, i just choose not to..